I’m sorry
That trying my hardest was not good enough for you
I’m sorry
That I only wanted your kind words and smile
Mostly
I’m sorry that I was not worth enough for you to love
Maybe it is { better } this way
That we put // distance // between us
Acting as though [[ strangers ]] till one of us gives inI apologizefor my lacking
I only wished to be loved
But I understand that it is too much to ask
Forgive me
For I have sinned
I am saying goodbye
Goodbye to this W O R L D
——-Will you ever remember my birthday?